Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Sad

I have to get things out of the basement. The exterminator is coming tomorrow. yes, the mice problem has intensified. I called a local charity and put some things on the porch for pickup. Among them were the baby swing (sob) and the exersaucer. They were both hand me downs and not in perfect shape. I'm sad. I have to come to terms with this. This infertility. These dysfunctional ovaries.

The changing table, bath, carseats, and stroller are still down there. Just not ready yet.

4 comments:

Alisha said...

I am so sad for you. I know that feeling--looking at those things and not knowing--trying to accept-- but that hope--mean hope.... I actually avoid all those things and have them stored above the garage. It physically hurts to look at the baby stuff right now.

I hope the best for you!

Kelly said...

We infertiles go through a lot, don't we?

strongblonde said...

funny, i did the same thing last week. we now have no baby stuff in the house. i've been having a really hard time with it, but we really don't have the space. and with all that it took to get pregnant the first time? i don't see it happening again.

it's sad though. it is definitely something that you have to be emotionally ready for.

MrsSpock said...

It is not an easy thing to do :(. I am extremely lucky to get two kids, though we wanted more. I am trying to decide what to do with all the maternity clothes.